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Drawing on my Dreams

by Helen McCookerybook

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  • Compact Disc (CD) + Digital Album

    11 Track CD

    “Helen McCookerybook has an excellent new record …”
    Gideon Coe, BBC Radio 6 Music, 22/09/22

    Includes 3 Bonus Tracks as digital downloads

    Comes in a gatefold all cardboard case - Ecopak

    Front cover drawing by Helen McCallum (aged 5)
    Back cover still from "Femme Fatale" (2021) by Naimad
    Inside cover photograph & label drawing by Helen McCookerybook

    Little Egret is dedicated to James McCallum
    Thanks to: Ian, Jane North, Damian, Ruth

    Big Song Records, HMcC06

    Signed on request

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1.
Beachwalk 03:23
I was searching for something on the shore A simple answer, or a clue to tell me what I ought to do Salty spray flew high beating rhythms on the sky I walked alone, alone, alone inside my daydream, in my zone. Beachwalk, I'm going on a beachwalk Beachwalk, I'm going on a beachwalk In the gritty world the oyster builds a pearl Down down inside it's scaly shell, perfection hidden very well Beachwalk, I'm going on a beachwalk Beachwalk, I'm going on a beachwalk The pearl is the calm in the midst of madness, the pearl is a secret I've yet to know A prize for the eyes of a seaside searcher, the shine of a pearls is a magic glow on a Beachwalk, I'm going on a beachwalk Beachwalk, I'm going on a beachwalk I don't really mind if I never find The object of my fantasy, it really doesn't bother me. Every day's the same when you're feeling pain And searching makes my life complete, just me, the sea and my two feet. Beachwalk, I'm going on a beachwalk Beachwalk, I'm going on a beachwalk Beachwalk, I'm going on a beachwalk Beachwalk, I'm going on a beachwalk
2.
All I Want 03:37
If I could only sweeten your sadness And wash away your tears Visit the place you dream of And chase away your fear If you could be happy then I could be happy too Cos all I want is the sun to shine for you. When your mind leaves the conversation To travel on it's own Well, I feel for you my darlings As the shadows torment your soul If you could be happy then I could be happy too Cos all I want is the sun to shine for you. I can go to where you're low and stay with you until it's through Try my hardest to undo the darkness that so troubles you If I could only sweeten your sadness And wash away your tears Visit the place you dream of And chase away your fear If you could be happy then I could be happy too Cos all I want is the sun to shine for you. All I want is the sun to shine for you All I want is the sun to shine for you All I want is the sun to shine for you All I want is the sun to shine for you
3.
Wake Up 03:20
Wake up and smell the coffee It's coming to the boil And now we start to hunger It's time to feed our souls Wake up and feel the morning The night has rolled away We have anew beginning As we greet a brand new day Save the child I used to be From the adult that has strangled me Equal born and equal bred That's what the founding fathers said. Wake up and smell the coffee It's coming to the boil And now we start to hunger It's time to feed our souls Though we feast and fast at many different dawns We all break our bread at the table as one Though we beat our rhythms on many different drums We all spin our tunes to the same universal hum Wake up and smell the coffee It's coming to the boil And now we start to hunger It's time to feed our souls It's time to feed our souls
4.
Amazonia 03:36
In Bangladesh in the land of rain Ashes settle on the workers' pain From the burning furnace of the factory fire Comes the heart of your desire In children's compounds lined with beds smartphone dreams ping inside their heads In China where the infants play Is assembling phones to dial their lives away In the deep dark depths of the fulfilment centres The towers of boxes tell Of a hidden world of cruel force and working lives in hell The bee-like buzzing of the sewing machines Stitches viral meatworld memes In western cities the fast-forward fashion Is cunningly concealed from our compassion In a million streets in a thousand places We compete in status races Liveried vans with guilty parcels Ferry endless stuff to the rich and powerful In the deep dark depths of the fulfilment centres The towers of boxes tell Of a hidden world of cruel force and working lives in hell Amazonia, Amazonia, Amazonia
5.
Pandora 03:48
Here is a box with a sliver lock Bound in iron and solid as rock It's wood is dark with the age of time and carved on it's side is an ancient rhyme Centuries of female shame The never-ending woman-blame The arch destroyer, courtesan Root of evil, bane of man Oh Pandora with your key to evil So decried by so many people, for Setting free the malicious forces From underworld and devilish sources But a shadow flits around this place It's the shadow of a man with a guilty face The sin and death that has been unleashed Also belongs to this vile beast Oh Pandora with your key to evil So decried by so many people, for Setting free the malicious forces From underworld and devilish sources So wrap yourself tight in copper clothes As out of the casket, poison flows Wear your hats of steel and your boots of lead All living things will soon be dead. Oh Pandora with your key to evil So decried by so many people, for Setting free the malicious forces From underworld and devilish sources The source of life will sizzle and burn Now evil is here, it can never return.
6.
I was a quiet girl and no-one noticed me Until a passing whirlwind blew across my sea No point in resisting: my protest wasn't heard Up in the air I flew with the freedom of a bird We blew into a storm and blew out of it again We learned to make a plan, A-Z and 1-10 We felt our passions backwards, we flung them in the air Invented different lives, live to the full, not time to spare. Things like this don't happen to people like me Things like this don't happen to people like me Things like this don't happen to people like me Things like this don't happen to people like me Oh yeah yeah I was taken by surprise Oh yeah yeah if opened up my eyes Oh yeah yeah, at first it felt so strange Oh yeah yeah, this crazy world of change Oh if I'd had the loudest voice you'd ever heard I'd never have made this journey from my teenage world I've learned to tame the whirlwind, to ride it's wildest side To wear my every difference with a sense of pride Things like this don't happen to people like me Things like this don't happen to people like me Things like this don't happen to people like me Things like this don't happen to people like me Things like this don't happen to people like me Things like this don't happen to people like me Things like this don't happen to people like me Things like this don't happen to people like me
7.
It's too late now to cast off the rope The knot is bound Tied fast to a terrible timeline Sanity has drowned But I'm still living on coffee and hope They keep me sane They stop me dwelling too long On what's pouring down the drain. Dried up ahead, our shrivelled horizons Drift into dust Behind me bridges have burned away Fire and water, passion and reason Love, respect and trust All sense of order has gone astray And all around me is insanity And all that we need is tranquility Could this be a nightmare that I can wake up from Could it be a dream? Will I wake up trapped in a painting Of a Nordic scream? Oh I'm still living on coffee and hope Day by day Though it seems my sunrise mornings Are drifting far away And all around me is insanity And all that we need is tranquility And all around me is insanity And all that we need is tranquility Panic stricken people, Pestilence and plague Override humanity Nature has its ways Storms in Australia Melting ice caps, International failure Global collapse.... Yeah, that.
8.
Woodwide Web 04:06
Churning mud and rustling leaves Rotting to dust beneath the mother trees Pale fists punch through it all Woken now by daylight's call Watch towers with sporeheads Messages sent to the underspreads Pulse and rhythm and energy Passing them on from tree to tree Messages, messages... And the trees thrive Underground lines keep their spirits alive Station to station, track to track Burrowing down through the earthen cracks Messages, messages... Woodwide web, silent threads beneath the roots Oh nothing's dead, it all feeds into nature's melting pot. Every hour of every day Mycelium brings and takes away Year on year, the push and pull Physical and chemical Wisdom shines in many ways Often beyond the human gaze Sharing knowledge, linking fates Trees transmit and co-operate Messages, messages... Woodwide web, silent threads beneath the roots Oh nothing's dead, it all feeds into nature's melting pot. Woodwide web, silent threads beneath the roots Oh nothing's dead, it all feeds into nature's melting pot.
9.
Little Egret 03:15
Oh graceful ghost with airy feathers Puffed up like Mr Whippy ice cream Echoing thoughts of once belonging, The tiny avian drifts by the stream, And oh, the message of hope and sadness You carry it as you flit through the shadows deep and green, deep and green Little egret you charm me so every night As you visit my waking dreams You blew in from France on a breeze of poetry All wrapped up in a muslin gown You're shy, protecting your solitude And you fly, you land like thistledown And oh the message of hope and sadness You carry it as you flit through the shadows deep and green, deep and green Little egret you charm me so every night As you visit my waking dreams I know you're trying to show me something You've flown so far across land and sea I wish I could translate the telegram That you've blown in to bring me. And oh, the message of hope and sadness You carry it as you flit through the shadows deep and green, deep and green Little egret you charm me so every night As you visit my waking dreams
10.
Calm under coloured glass windows After the storm, after the storm Safe this time from where the wild wind blows After the storm, after the storm So rest and find yourself welcome Ages of trouble have taken their toll After centuries of persecution It's here you'll find a home After the storm, after the storm, After the storm, after the storm. These grey stones, they are weathered and beaten After the storm, after the storm Still they stand as a symbol of freedom After the storm, after the storm. So rest and find yourself welcome Ages of trouble have taken their toll After centuries of persecution It's here you'll find a home After the storm, after the storm, After the storm, after the storm. For rich and for poor, these walls are a haven After the storm, after the storm In troubled times, their sanctuary saves them After the storm, after the storm. So rest and find yourself welcome Ages of trouble have taken their toll After centuries of persecution It's here you'll find a home After the storm, after the storm, After the storm, after the storm.
11.
Dear Life 01:59
Dear life, Oh please stop teasing It isn't funny any more. I'm tired of tripping over, Tired of landing on the floor Oh I know you have to have your fun But your jokes are wearing rather thin Yeah fortune's is not the same for everyone One person's pleasure is another person's pain. Signed, sealed and shared. Dear life, You are uneven. You can open up an door But then you go an close it I can't get through it any more. Oh I know you have to have your fun But your jokes are wearing rather thin Yeah fortune's is not the same for everyone One person's pleasure is another person's pain. Signed, sealed and shared. Dear life Oh, I've got used to the feeling Of this bumpy ride I've had to learn to take it And forget about my pride But if you ever change your mind, and Stop being so unkind Fortune would be the same for everyone Pleasure would be shared, there'd be no pain. Signed, sealed and shared. Signed, sealed and shared. Signed, sealed and shared.

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released October 7, 2022

Bonus Tracks (included as digital downloads)

12. Home Prison
13. Set in Stone
14. Compass Points

Helen McCookerybook: Vocals, Gretsch/Spanish/Bass guitars
Anne Wood: Violin, Viola, string arrangement on "Wake Up"
Emma Goss: Double Bass on "Things Like This"
Lindy Morrison: Drums on "Things Like This"
Steve Beresford: Electronics, Objects on "Woodwide Web"

Produced, engineered & mixed by Helen McCookerybook
Strings recorded by Anne Wood (track 3)
Drums recorded by Jono Bell (track 6)
Double Bass recorded by Dave Morgan & Ruth Tidmarsh (track 6)
Mastered by Ian Button

All songs composed by Helen McCookerybook

© & ℗ Helen McCookerybook, 2022

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Helen McCookerybook is an outstanding songwriter who's beginnings formed in the punk era, old associates The Monochrome Set/The Pirhanas her first band was The Chefs (John Peel fave) She later signed to RCA with her band The Horns and had a couple of minor hits
Helen took 20 years out to become a Mum and PHD, taking up her songwriting again in 2003. Suburban Pastoral was her 1st solo record.
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